Forgiveness

I had a moment with God I feel I have to share. Last week I had 3 major prayer requests going on with God. I was so burdened and I would pray and pray about them. If I woke up at night it was fresh on my mind and my heart was heavy. I also prayed that I needed some relief from this burden, plus those people needed answered prayer. I prayed for a sign. By Thursday I could see all 3 situations were taking a turn for the better. I was so thankful and grateful to God. Thursday night after work, buying groceries and running errands I was so tired once I got home. I knew I was wanting to keep my grandaughters all day Fri. and Fri. night I knew we would be very busy Sat. for the 4th. I told myself that I was just going to be too tired to go to church Sunday and that I wold just stay home. IMMEDIATELY, my heart spoke to me....God said, you have spent much time with me this week sharing your burdens and asking for answered prayer and I have granted that and lightened your burdens and you cannot even go to MY house Sunday and worship ME and praise ME?....Immediately I had to ask for forgiveness. All that happened even before I could dwell on what I said and even feel guilty about it. I pray that I can stay IN TUNE with God at all times so I can hear HIM when HE speaks to me. We are human and that is so difficult, but I did learn something. I had been in HIS word all week and therefore I was sensitive to what HE had to say to me. That is what it is about, communicating with HIM. HE cannot communicate with us if we are not TUNED TO HIM. Lord, forgive me when I don't keep in touch with you like I should.